Who am I ?

I'm a girl in mid-twenties, from childhood, I always loved to interact with people and make friends.

I always capture beautiful moments and places in my camera/mobile. Whenever I am sad, I revisit my photo album to look at the beautiful moments. This gives me happiness for a short time and makes me neutralise the pain in which I am presently.

Being a people pleaser

“Because children take everything personally, they believe that if they are being mistreated, it's because they haven't been “good enough.” Being good as an adult makes them believe, incorrectly, that they have some control in life. They think that they will be rewarded for their goodness and that it will protect them from harm.” ― Marcia Sirota

All my childhood I believe that if I do something which I might not like or It might not make me happy but It sure will make others happy and I might be rewarded for doing this. I often used to forget to give importance to my own thoughts and underestimate my capabilities and somewhere I still am as an adult struggling with it.

My Greatest weakness is my greatest strength !

1. Love and Kindness has always been my greatest weakness and my greatest strength.
   

2. I always serve kindness to people who show me even 1% of kindness even if it is fake.
   

3. Love has made me strong and weak at the same time. People who love me have control over me and somehow i let them have it, they are the ones who hurt me the most and they are the ones who loves me the most. It's confusing, frustrating and very painful at times. I can't make it stop Believe me I tried to not to love them back so that they'll also stop loving me as well and I failed several times. I'm the fish who lives in the aquarium designed by the people who love me.