Eulogy for myself

Thank you everyone for coming to celebrate the life of a loving person .

She died long ago, the day she last wore her ghungroo was her last day of being alive. She was the definition of dance . All her childhood she worked hard and suffered a lot of things, got insulted several times for not being good at studies just concentrating on dancing, got mocked up in front of a crowd by her loved ones. She even got mistreated and ear lifted by her teacher right before her first dance performance at the age of 4-5. Till this day nobody knows this as she kept on smiling throughout her performance. Whenever she used to perform she used to transform into a completely different person, it felt like she was not entering on the stage but into some other parallel universe . Even when she grew up she got insulted by her own dance teacher right before entering the stage and she was sobbing but as her turn came to enter everyone in the green room and her dance teacher on the stage with her got surprised the way she was smiling and giving all the expressions with ease as if nothing happened a moment ago.

Her ambitions was already halfway conquered

She was a successful, professional Kathak Dancer, Model and Archerer.

Teenage

During her teenage she was giving 7 dance performances back to back in a day which was not only kathak but also Western dances. She got honored at the age of 16-17 with "BHARTENDU SAMMAN" in kathak dance. Till date she is the youngest person to receive that award and honor. She was getting movie and tv serial offers, she also did beauty pageants, calender shoot, fashion shows and got offers for hair commercials as she got awarded for Bihar most beautiful hair.

SHE WAS A LOVING & KIND PERSON

I have learned silence from the talkative, toleration from the intolerant, and kindness from the unkind; yet, strange, I am ungrateful to those teachers. - Khalil Gibran

Meltdown and REALISATION

The joint family in which she lived, the childhood memories which she loved, the people whom she loved showed her their true colors, at the age of 21 she came face to face which she never expected in her life not even in her nightmares. Meaning of the word FAMILY changed in front of her eyes in fraction of seconds. She realised her whole childhood was a lie, all her memories was scratched and torn in pieces and at that very moment she changed. She become emotionally strong and changed her own perception of seeing the world . She continue to be kind who was not being kind to her , she stopped expecting anything from anyone. She kept her foot on the ground and her eyes on the stars. Giving up was not in her nature and being a hard worker was her identification.